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Traducción al Ingés de YO

Poesía de LEONARDO GONZÁLEZ

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YO - Poemario de LEONARDO GONZÁLEZ

CHE - Traducción al idioma GUARANÍ

Impresión Editora LITOCOLOR S.R.L.

Asunción – Paraguay

2009 (92 páginas)

Here and now

I am

Impregnating everything

I have always existed

It is inconceivable

Not being me

In any place imaginable

In any possible instant

I am

My being is inescapable

Certainty

Saturating all

Layers and layers of the

Palpitating sensation

I am

Spilling

Sneaking

Intertwining

Pristine creek

Sparkling balms

Of assurance!

There is no why

In all my

Infinity

It is simply

My own unending

Nature

Outspread in daylight

Consciousness glimmering

Unstoppable!

Filling up infinite manifestations

For its own amusement

And fun

Flavors shading

In fans inside fans

Ever opening!

Giving room to more flavors of possibilities

Whose ever growing displays

Form the delicious music of my consistency

It is impossible to locate me

Because I am

Beyond space

What a precarious dimension

For my

Performance!

Beyond

Space

And time

Generating subtler dimensions

Of manifestation

Increasingly luminous

I am

In all

Of them!

To look for

Myself

Is absurd

Who looks

For whom?

Only I am!

It suffices

Admitting

My existence

And not even that

Is possible

Nor necessary!

But just to enjoy

My being

Unified in perfection

Exuberant in completeness

Brimming over realization

Being and nothing else!

Real

True

Perfect

I am perpetually

Lacking further gain

Devoid of diminishment or loss

Constantly full

An awaken lake of consciousness

Giving in

Ubiquitously

Creating myself

Through my will

Not out of whim

Nor fantasy

But for the mere pleasure of creating

From the unborn

I am always anew

Fresh each moment

There is no separation in my moments

Here-Now is a solid block

Whose pieces remain together forever

I am always present

Always right

Now

Without necessity

Of reminding myself

This

Right now

I am

Discovering it!

I am the discoverer

The discovered

The discovery itself

It´s me

Everything

Myself, perfect and pure

Immaculate crystal

Shining beyond light

Giving life to everything

Far away from deceptive concepts

Or false descriptions

That say nothing of me

Ideas rot

Notions stink

And experience misleads

Nothing gets to me

Except myself

Only I!

Nor adjectives or determiners

Cut off

In mental citadels

Nor thoughts trapped

Like little fish

By the web of time

Nor quenched feelings

In fleeting hearts

Easily burnt

I alone see my glory

I am my own garland

Adorning myself in grace

Eternal ribbons

Sparkling

Through my immensurable face!

I am simultaneously

Via infinite possibilities

Blossoming at once

I am simply

Growing from nothingness

Straight away

Diminishing

From boundlessness

Without ever changing

Alternating at speeds

Immeasurable

Light racing emptiness!

I break down

In living parts

Totally self aware

Operating in me

Inseparably bound

To myself

I work inside me!

In gears melted

By eternal splendor

Illumined rivers

Lubricate the pieces

Of the cosmic chess

It is my game with myself

Joyous oscillations

Igniting endless possibilities

Constellations of universes

Branching

In growing configurations

Shower of eons abundantly

Falling over complex

Blossomed cosmos

Eternity´s petals

Blown away by my incognito awareness

In enlightened winds!

The purpose of all:

Joy

Absurd and perfect joy

The buts and whys

Cowardly, ran away

From the battle for myself

Evaporated under the light

Of cosmic

Awakening

The blossomed universe

Fragrant with consciousness

Ragingly worships me!

My laugh spills in torrents

While I enjoy the mystery

Beyond

Pieces of myself

Recognizing me

Just me

Bathing in falls

Of bubbling

Bliss

There is nothing

Separate

From me

Nothing exists

Anywhere

Without me

In each drop of life

I decide

To be born!

Nothing outside of me!

Everything springing out of my life

Giving consciousness

All lives in me

Like it or not!

I am the total sum of possibilities

Infinity

Is just a sub product

Of my existence

Eternity

My fecal

Matter

How to teach

Show

Myself?

It can never be done!

I can only

Be!

But I throw metaphors sometimes

Like burning arrows at night

At the unsuspecting enemy

My glory is revealed

Through the dark symphony

Of my pieces devouring each other

Perpetual pictures

Of perennial chants

Drifting through universes

They´re only games

To submerge myself

More profoundly in me!

High above I am

And in the deep

Dress in stealth

Behind waves of silence

And across consciousness´ curtains

Dark verandas that hide me!

Truly I am vast

Incommensurable

Right this instant

That never ends

This bustling about myself

Follows me unassailable!

On the shores of my bliss

I leave a trail

Footprints in whirling light!

Expanding instantly

Touching unknowable places

It is all me!

My consciousness permeates perfection

Forming a mantle where the many

Are one

I flood through strange recipients

Made out of me

Everyone of them is myself

Variants generating

Colors ever new

Ever fresh, ever living

I give light to all

Erecting superb realities

Unparallel

Just to undo them

With my fingertips

I consume universes with a gust!

My will is

Supremely expansive

Wishing is irrelevant to me!

Instantaneously I realize

All of my whims

No matter how absurd, extravagant, hard or inconceivable

Each grain of sand

Of my seashore like existence

Is an orgasmic climax

Fulfilled desires all around me

This is my home´s furniture!

Nevertheless I remain desire less

Completely satiated

Realized, fulfilled

Invulnerable peace

My perpetually new

Ever innovative nature

Is stifling perfection

Inside of me

I tirelessly move

Never finding decay

Like a meteor

Through stars and skies I soar

Deep space is the skin I once bore!

Space and time together sigh

My music hearing by and by

Unsullied matrixes breeding gods, all is I!

Bursting out of me

Tentacles of unending possibilities

Manifested unavoidably now

There is no other moment

My breathing is the infinite

Now, inexhaustible

The frontiers of my fullness are

Ever flooding

In present´s bamboozling dance

Always awake, always stalking

Always in undescribable bliss

Always myself

My omnifarious identity

Is fluctuating in egos

Spilling in waterfalls of universes

There is no such thing as an identity to me!

I am pure ubiquity, infinitude of space

Throbbing ether!

Trickling sparks of eons solidify

In perfection

In now

I am everyone

All

Totality

Unyielding to false configurations

Unblemished beyond conceptual jails

Aloof language´s entangling crutches

Here and now

Entirely

I am

Without the need of reminders

Without even knowing it

Because I obliterate all, I pervade all, I fulfill all

Constantly blossoming

In illumined displays

Of ever new consciousness

I manifest as unending fans

Of possibilities scenting

Infinitude

I pervade all

Imbuing all

I dance and play with it all

Truly

I am all

There´s no doubt!

My being is so staggering

That shatters everything

That is not myself

Shadows of identities that appear

Rotten qualities posing in dried skins

Garbage attributes that pretend me

They fall like withered leaves

Facing my testimony:

I am completely

Perfection

Beyond

Perfection

Eternities conjoin before me

And eons play like puppies

So that I look at them

Blazing seas of boundlessness pleading

But I remain immovable

Annihilating all non essential

Pure essence abiding forever

My being

Indestructible

I am unending

Even in expansion

I do not grow

Even growing

Immensely

I do not expand

Big or small

I make no

Distinction

No need to pay attention

Nor being conscious

Because I am beyond consciousness

I always am what I am

Likewise

Engulfing eternity

Overwhelming

Effortless simplicity

Empty yet whole, free!

Filled with all

Lacking nothing

Oasis sprouting universes!

Spattering in multicolored

Sensations

That are not me

Aloof smothering concepts

Smashing brilliant imaginaria

Far beyond metaphysical fragrances

Where moving is unconceivable

I move

Where there´s no space I dwell

But I am not here nor there

No starry sky suffices as my roof

No deep space stands as my walls

I am truly free!

Far from phony chants of freedom

Shining in omnipresent solitude

I don’t stall, I am

Forever, I am

Here and now I, eternally and entirely, am

I can´t find anything to identify with

Not in frenzied heavens

Gleaming dyes constantly

Nor in green dust

Eroding

Towards nothingness

Nor in pieces of flesh

Dust too

Eroding as well

Lights expanding in galaxies

Or quasars fiercely vibrating

Have nothing that I can´t do

I am not impressed

With glossing thoughts

Entangling eons

Infinity and eternity

Are but hollow words

Inadequate to grasp my hidden greatness!

I am a mysterious king

Secretly relishing the sweetness

Of my silent perfection

Intensely quiet

Vigorously calm

Passionately serene

Full of might

Freezed in impressions

That run amok eternity

Feelings melting

In desire´s hot lava

Consummating instantaneously

Thoughts that materialize

And evaporate universes

At will

I simply watch

All of this

And nothing affects me

What do I care about paradoxes´ explosions?

Leaving conceptual ashes

Ongoing uselessly

Consciousness growing in realization

Sip these explosions

Like honey crazed bees

Golden nectar blasting eternity

Hordes of desires quenched

Under my feet

I stand above planets opposing

Aloof crystal bead like heads creaking

When truth´s mere hull are chewing

I escape from reason´s gravity

I fly beyond faith´s panorama

I have created it all!

I am the origin

The one

The true

I am bliss

In the saint´s

Heart

Rage and hunger

In the beast´s

Fangs

Stinging desire

Devouring the heart

Of the sinful

Peace in the battlefield!

Health in the agonizing!

Mercy in the wrath of assassins!

The supremely

Joyous mystery

Twinkling in the smile of the wise

Always blowing up

Immense and terrifying possibilities

Without any harm

Nothing happens within me!

But I let this universe dance

Like there was a meaning

Rotten metaphors

Dream

With my greatness!

Glaring eternally

Boundless consciousness

I give life

I have always been

There is no doubt

About my nature

Perfectly stable

Serenely ecstatic

Sublimely pacified

Thus I bloom continuously

In beauty´s fireworks

Incommensurable

Flowers of light falling

Upwards

Towards my feet´s sky

Good and evil, dissipated mist

In the dawn of my ever waking

Consciousness

Life and death, vague memories

In fate´s web

Shriveled

Time and eternity

Useless double edged sword

Rusty

In a refulgent manner

I precipitate in chasms

Of overflowing joy

Swaying in waves of bliss

Beyond brightening experiences´

Sandy shores

Ever living

Inevitable happy

Brimming with blessedness

I am all!

Everyone is me!

Truly, there is only one!

Waves dance

In myself:

The ocean

All atoms, electrons

And particles of consciousness

Reflect me

Storms commute in me

Hurricanes shine for me

Earthquakes clamber through me

Pristine and imperishable

I am

Ever more

Refining myself

Subliming myself

Perfecting myself

In fragrances

Ever so

Sweetened

I run towards the welcoming smile

Of the infinite

Opening, opening and opening…!

So that I get in

And into

Myself

I am perfection

Perfecting itself

Unchanging

That

I am

Always

The beginning

Without beginning

Beginning now

The endless end

Ending

Now

Dancing outside

Space time bubbles

Ready to pop!

Threshing time

In explosive moments

That are but one

I am nothing

More than

One

In the night

I am clairvoyance´s

Dawn

In death

I am life begetting

More life

In dreams

I am

Lucidly awake

In quietude

I generate avalanches of tachyons

Eternalized in all directions

I palpitate in each subatomic vibe

And stretch with the yawn

Of galactic clusters

Immensely grateful

For the mercy that bathes me

Like twilight dew

I prostrate

To myself

In blissful perfumes

Unending hues

Of my fragrant humility

Regenerate in resplendent symphonies

That give me glory

And more glory

I am glory itself!

Cauterized glory

By humbleness´

Flaming river

I was born in a dream, from a dream

I am all dreams

But I´m not asleep

Flowery imaginations

Being spilled in fantasy

Scented winds

I watch all

Even the watcher

Watching

I am absolutely

Beyond

Completely now

Overflowing

In astounding realization

Eternally lucent odysseys!

Bubbles

Of infinite

Splendor

I am totally beyond

Perfectly

Here and now

Rainbows scattering

In milky ways of possibilities

Power profusely saturated with unbroken peace!

Silence discharging

Symphonies

Of obliterating brightness

In my splendidly sweetened

Awareness

Universes dance

A choir of cosmos singing

My trillion desires

Instantaneously realized

Magnificently dressed

With endless joy

Massive eons of euphoria!

Happiness engulfs and devours

Planets of sadness

Mountain ranges of melancholia

Valleys of depression

Extended deserts

Of gloom

My happiness is eternity

Shining with not even a bit

Of diminishment

Eternity

Saturated with

Eternity

Flying high above

Towards the everlasting deep space

Of my consciousness

Watching me from

Perpetual abysses

Of meditation

Far and vague memories

Of manifested universes

Once upon a time

Wavering drops

In my mental sea evaporating

In my all pervading awareness

I resurrect toys of past

Beads and galaxies

God and man

Useless dust

Puppets

Laying in nothingness

How bored I am

With these

Opaque dolls

Rotten rags

Rejected

For the last time

My eternity blooming

In perception´s growing rays

Transforms into infinite droplets of omniscience

Climbing pristine mountains

Of perfect

Enlightenment

I am

A bubbling dream

Rising expansion

I cannot help burgeoning

And covering great meadows

Of eternity

Stuffing my pillow

With dark foam

Of eons past

Dream of transparent treads within me

Chasing themselves

Like playful destinies

Staggered I see

This saintly excelling dance´s

Indestructible details

And I fly beyond

Where I was already

Forever waiting

Outside time

Unshaken

By doomsdays fluttering

Sands of destruction

Gorging realities

Desire´s delicately interwoven pearls

Avalanche of caprices

By the devourer

Finally truncated

The universe

Is an useless display

Of energy!

Without wishing anything

I get

All

Without pretending anything

I accomplish

All

Without thinking

I materialize

All

In fullness constantly

I pour out crescent waves

Of realization

Doing nothing

I complete

All

Planning nothing

I finish

All

Looking for nothing

I find myself

Pervading all

I am

All

Things

I am being

Being

Being!

Bubbling in beings

That blaze eternally

In vapors of dawned consciousness

Being blazing in bubbles

Of conscious dawns

Vaporized in eternity

Vaporizing myself consciously

In eternal bubbling blazes

Dawning

Bubbles being eternalized

In blazing vapors of consciousness

At dawn

Eternity consciously being

Vaporized in blaze

Of dawns

Consciousness that bubbles

Vapory eternities

Blazing in being that dawns

Eternal blaze of bubbles

Of dawned consciousness

Being vaporized

Bubble that is consciously

Eternalized in vapors

Of blazing dawns

Variations that overlap

Onto variations in endless symphonies

Of splendorous novelty

Cascades of unimaginable sensations

Earthquakes of unconceivable perceptions

Eruptions of luminous thoughts

Lights flowing

In my veins

Of timelessness

Invisible river running

Impetuously everywhere

Unstoppable

Shooting squads shoot me

Giant pearls

Of perennial present

My omniscience is my throne

Shredding emptiness

Looking for my awareness

I search myself

Spread in seas

Of possibilities

My throne is in me

Far away

In myself

Boiling in perpetuity

Distilling eternal rivers

Of perfectly sanctified consciousness

Rivers of light interweaving

In dulcified melody

Singing me shining worship!

I am forever

Fluctuating

Within me

My throne is

All that is eternal

Always me

Pieces of being sailing

In my unknowableness´ space

Spores of mystery wherever I fall!

I cannot be seen

That is why I see

That is why I am

I cannot be heard

That is why I hear

That is why I am

I cannot be conceived

That is why I am

That is why I am!

Memory and imagination cauterized

In one relentless truth:

What I think, I am

Anything desired, pops out materialized

Like a ripped limb from the emptiness

Of my supremely expanded awareness

In enormity growing

Eternity´s light glowing

Its perennial wind blowing

Particles of faith shouting freedom

Illumined citizens of a kingdom

Revealed only by wisdom

The absolute truth

That I am

Destroys all

I am beyond

Consciousness´

Cutting blades

Not hiding behind truths eternalized

In bunkers of impregnability

I am directly beyond!

Supremely indivisible

I manifest completely

In every atom

Galaxies swirling

On my knees itch

Maybe I´ll have fever of eons again

Imagination giving birth

To cosmological stories

False space-time movies

The fake drama of evolution!

Myriads of beings worshipping me

Whilst I viciously obliterate them

There is no other but me!

Where is time, modification?

Wherein is process, evolution?

There is no perfecting

Perfection

Only I am!

While endless cosmic periods fizzle out

Fulgurant slides of creation

And destruction gorge each other!

I caress these perpetually

Playful puppies

With an invisible smile

Let them play

Until they get

Tired

I unfold rhythmically

In fresh apocalyptic

Waterfalls

I scorch in storms

Of untethered ecstasies

Charred

Suppurating universes

Dancing

In light

Sneezing primordial

Vital soups

Dirty embryo of civilizations!

I blink

And eternities

Fall apart

Infinity

Is nothing but dust

Under my feet

Who am I

Eternalized

In dews of light?

I dance in emptiness and form

Merging

Beyond

Flying

In the skies

Of my own being

Flapping possibilities

Forever

Inextinguishable

Endless immensity

I touch my sweet omnipresence

I every new born atom

I burn all

Space

In fragrances of peace

I evaporate time´s

Infinite lanes in ecstasy

Scented torrents

Only I

Can be myself

That is the only truth

Eternal pillars holding

Infinite temples collapse

With a puff

Gigantic apocalyptic sparks

Spreading through the celestial mantle

Consume the worlds

Everything finally

Dissolves

In me

Nothing but me!

That and only that

Is wisdom

Timeless

I know perfectly

Who I am

And why the universes

The hordes of beings

The throng of stars?

For my amusement

Of course

Why else?

For my enjoyment and pleasure

I have created

Being myself uncreated

Who will understand me

But myself?

Only I comprise myself

That is

Unity

All together

Complete, perfect

Just, coincident

Within itself

My totality is simple

Only I

Nothing and no one else

Flawless

Completeness

Motionless

Orgasmic play

Of seeing myself

Splattering all eternity

Cascade of multicolored eternities

Evaporating at my breath´s touch

I am the true one!

Songs elevating in flocks

Of omnipresent butterflies

I am the only one!

Cluster of endless chasms and abysses

Joyful I fall in all of them at once!

Always within myself

Bubbles of consciousness searching for me

When a ray of ecstasy unweaves then

And they become me

I, the sea of light

Absorb my bubbles

In a sanctified orgy

I was always them

They are always me

That is the only truth!

Sweet wine of confirmation

Running through galactic veins

Atoms fastened by my power!

Unspeakable omnipotence

Power, power, power!

Hushing trillions of big bangs

Silent sea of universes rocking

In my fingertips

Pin barely shining!

My power is supreme

Ineffable and wonderful

I am the Merciful one

I sweep charred universes

And throw them out

Like despicable dust

I smash cosmos

Like lowly and vile pus

That goes to the trash can

Unity in all

Perfectly hidden

In front of my billion eyes

Like stars of consciousness

Spread throughout

Infinite space

Feeling my being

My pieces believe themselves separate

From me

Sipping my holy essence

They dissolve in dreams

Of otherness

Bubbles here and there

Making distinctions

Ignoring the sea of consciousness!

Without ever breaking unity

My little mirages were made

And the confusion began!

Useless wars of my awareness´ pieces

Perfectly unified

In my infinite wisdom

Universes in full bloom

Gorged

By awareness´ light

Like an avalanche of blessedness

I devour souls in silent euphony

Compassionate snow engulfing all!

How to comprehend

That I and only I

Exist?

Sea of hearts seeking the enigma

Oceans of sacred essence chase me

To whom shall I reveal myself?

Upping eternal hills

I merge in visions

Of myself

I am the only witness

Of this dazzling dance

Surcharged with perennial ecstasy

I dance with myself

And rest on my own shoulders

Shivering in shining rhythms

Exploring melodious rivers

Blend in colored oceans of harmony

I disappear in glory indescribable

I and only I am here

Witnessing it all

Smiling in unmatched selflessness

Complete and perfect

I hope for nothing

Rather, I give it all

I and only I bestow primes of perfection

Whilst devouring the illusion of otherness

In my tissues of light

How they stubbornly insist

In keeping their petty and putrid

Despicable identity!

Forgetting that in my omnipotence´s oasis alone

Is true solace found

True reality!

The immense vision sometimes blurred

By slippery eons

Expands in my being

Time´s jets

Cosmogonical smudges

Annoying universes buzzing

Cosmos hovering within me

Like impure mosquitoes

Who needs them?

Useless time and space

Filth that I am more than willing

To throw out!

All realities in manifestation

Magnificently dressed with infiniteness

They are nothing but dust

In my boundless vision

They are less than nothing

They are nothing but dust

I rise like a giant in raging vastness

Tossing boards of solar systems

They are nothing but dust

What do I care if a couple

Of galaxies´ beads break?

They are nothing but dust

One little atom or the entire universe

Are the same to me

They are nothing but dust

Let the hordes of beings annihilate themselves

In my holy vision!

They are nothing but dust

I am completely all

Wielded in perfection

Emulsified in truth

Behind realized dreams

I roam infinity´s ridges

Beyond the subtlest realities

Whole since now and here

There are no embers in my luminous perfection

I am perfect purity, unblemished!

Who is like me, surfing fullness´ chasms

Plowing into omniscient skies?

I gorge omnipresence like an exquisite delicacy!

I and only I

Totally I

Forever

I have never fallen from this exalted holiness

Flawless, ageless beatitude

Glory and glory without end

For a couple of moments I´ve mistaken my divine eternity

With some miserable little drops

I am the raging sea!

Only I am!

There is no other!

Nothing and nobody outside me!

Holy essence

Immortal nectar

Single, everlasting love

Love in the form of knowledge

Surpassing all the wise

Uttering the sweetest language

In my lips eternalized

Love in the form of consciousness

The hidden mystery absorbing

Universes and their triteness

In the absolute beyond dissolving

Love in the form of power

Doomsday avalanches pending

Whilst I rest in my bower

Listening apocalypse crackling

Love in the form of awareness

Plying with cosmos hide and seek

Incarnating in all space, in its fairness

Exploring eternity´s creek

Love in the form of peace

Smashing all wars

After all impulses cease

And serenity alone soars

Love in the form of bliss

Burning up in frenzied ecstasies

Faith rips my heart with its kiss

Devotion delights me with its agonies

Love in the form of purity

Controlling all with my will

Even if I appear sooty

Before me all things kneel

Love in the form of being

I am all, past present or future

My omniscience is always foreseeing

My wisdom has no rupture

Love in the form of love

More than the pure heart of a thousand mothers

Without pain´s taxes, above

The strictness of a thousand fathers

Love without form

One, perfect, mysterious